:|

enjoyed that moment of epiphany. It felt sad, alone, but I needed that, something different; something... yeah at least something.



...when I sat alone outside at the staircase while the music was playing inside. Sit, emotionless, condensation, breaking down of ego boundaries, aimlessly, lost.
'Lost' or 'Down' are not the words that I like to use to describe my feelings, ever. I believe if I want things going my way, they will. Maybe not now, nor later, but eventually; keep your hopes up, not high nor low, but alive.
I understand that my posts have not been very cheerful lately.
But hey... I'll be fine. It's me :)